i just love this song right now. it's so me. this is what i'm feeling as of the moment.

Artist: Foo Fighters
Song: "Times Like These "

I am a one way motorway
I'm the one that drives away
then follows you back home
I am a street light shining
I'm a wild light blinding bright
burning off alone

it's times like these you learn to live again
it's times like these you give and give again
it's times like these you learn to love again
it's times like these time and time again

I am a new day rising
I'm a brand new sky
to hang the stars upon tonight
I am a little divided
do I stay or run away
and leave it all behind?

this commenter is being mysterious. she(i assumed since i only know 5 girls who visit my blog) posts around 8 am. two of the commenters i know only have work till 5 am. so it can't be them. two of them are my classmates so i'm always around them and i don't think they'll cut class just to comment at my blog. the last one starts class at around 8 am. sometimes later. she has easy access to the lru. and there is something very familiar with the "naku". so i'm guessing it's a person of royalty. hehe. sherlock holmes na ba?

i had several episodes of weird dreams last night. it was about three significant people in my life. it was just weird because i was thinking of them before i slept. maybe that triggered it. there was some weirdness in my dreams(like having the premiere of the lord of the rings:return of the king at my house with the sky serving as the screen) yet it seemed so real. in one of my dreams(there were two because i woke up to turn off the electric fan), i even had a fight with eya and i was so angry i was stomping my feet. i was also confiding in lisa every problem that i had. didn't that look as though it was real? it was like an overemphasis of my emotions. there was also this scene were mommy queenie had planned to sleep at my house because the premiere ended late. i was so happy i promised her that i would drive her to her house the next day....even though the only thing i had was our motorcycle. it was just so weird.

but i like it.

i miss dreaming. it's like a mini movie of my life. even if it's weird, i still want to think that sometimes it's real. it's easy to live in a dream. there are endless possibilities in it. if i wanted someone to save me right now, i wish he would take me to my dreams and stay with me forever... hayyy...nagpapakasenti na naman ako

hmmmm...

i'm wondering who "do you really want to know" is.

anyway...

yesterday was the first time that i went home early. i cleaned my room just so that i couldn't think about being lonely. but i finished within an hour and i was back to thinking again. sometimes, i wish that somebody would just save me from my lonely room. let their warm hands break right through me. i don't care how they do it but just let them save me...

hehe.. smallville again. just can't get enough of it. oh well... back to studying again. i guess the reason why i'm so depressed is because our topic for SGT is manic-depressive disorder. i'm thinking if i can relate to it but it says here that one of the symptoms is lack of sleep.

oh well... had nothing good to post today anyway.

i just want to say thank you to those who took some time off their lives to comment on my blog. also, to those who have been so supportive of me. i will never forget all the help you guys have given me. right now, i'm in a phase where i'm starting to realize myself and what i can do by myself. i love you all.