at last! finals are finished!

"no more lectures. no more books. no more ugly teacher's looks."

i got this from bugs bunny. you really learn so much from cartoons. and since it's summer already, i have the entire day to just lie down on my bed and stare at the most important invention of the 20th century... the television. if it was a god, i'd probably worship it... but hence, let us not be blasphemous in these hours of great need. i think i have a lot of stuff in my head again.

oh well, change topic...

i'm looking for a new weblog. im just not happy with the free services of blogspot anymore. it's been hard for me. all the typing vanished because they have problems with the server. well it's not my problem that their server's down. why should i suffer for that? they should satisfy my needs since im a consumer... and a freeloader at that. hehe.

i'm posting nonsense again. change topic.

i realized something about a very close friend today. i have spoiled that person. sometimes, bratty (not real name since some of you out there know it well) can be a real pain in the ass. it (as gender can be a big clue to all this) is starting to test my limitations. i don't know what i did wrong this time but it got mad at me again for so little things. bratty was sad the other day so i tried everything to cheer it up. i was like it's servant doing anything possible just as so it could smile. then it got mad at me because i wasn't concerned or being too helpful to make it happy. i've had it! sometimes, it doesn't pay to be too nice to a person. especially when you're dealing with a spoiled it. i should just leave it and beat it.

dang, i'm getting cornier and cornier. but heck so what.

i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored.

i'm bored.

i don't want to study anymore. i don't want to look at another pathologic eye even for a second. i hate ophtha. it's one of the most boring modules i've encountered. bring me back to neuro anytime...

i'd like to stop and dedicate this entry to my loyal commenter... ann

salamat at kung hindi dahil sayo, patay na ang commenting system ko kahit puro kakornihan mo :)

labs talaga kita pare. sayang nga at hindi natin pwede ipamalita ang relasyon nating dalawa sa induction ball. saka na natin ipa GA sa sor pag "open minded" na sila.

what happened to blog?! anyways...

i went over to the ma. christina pals last night to talk to aris only to be surprised by his news:

romeo agreed to be my date.

at first he told me that jeremy was going to be my date. it was a lie all along. now, i have more problems. i can't wear the dress that i wore during our grad ball. he was also my date at that time. i also can't wear the one i used during my debut, because he saw it too. so many problems, so little time. plus, i don't know what to say to him. we haven't spoken to each other for about a year now. god help me i'm becoming desperate! but what should i do, i mean, i don't have anyone else. a tiny part of me though, really wants him to be my date. i'm not mad at him anymore. i just want him to be my friend again...and expect nothing else from him. i don't want to wish anything from him when that night comes. let's just wait and see.

2 more weeks before the ball.

...and i can't concentrate on anything else. this is just too stressful for me. i'm not worried anymore about what the sisses will do at the ball. what i'm most worried about are the payments. i have never had money problems before. so this is really frustrating for me since i'm worrying about something that is not entirely my responsibility. the worst thing that i could think of that could happen if we don't pay for all our debts is that we might end up going to jail for it... and the least is end up washing the dishes.

but somehow, i know i'll get thru this. i'm just stressed out since they all texted me at the same time asking for their payments....grrrr. money hungry fools. sana maglaho na lang ako parang bula then things would turn out to be much more easy for me.

i need my kitkat break desperately...