yesterday, i skipped work. since my administrative officer a.k.a boss was looking for another job, i decided not to go to work.

i went over to eyah's house for absolutely no reason except for sheer boredom. i then decided to have our little "talk". it wasn't really the way i planned it to be but albeit, it was okay. i realized that i also didn't want to talk about it anymore anyway. we both felt like we had gone thru it a dozen times over and there was really nothing more to say to each other. everything was said. we just had to accept that things did change and the past has been left far far behind. our talk didn't end pointlessly. it really was kinda fruitful. at least no one cried after..

at around 11 am, i met with mommy queenie and had lunch at tokyo tokyo, sm north edsa. as i can remember, i haven't been to that mall since premed. i was there again because i helped her shop for new sandals. i had a great time with her(and if you are reading this, heto na at bumawi din ako sa blog mo). there never was a dull moment picking out a shoe or blouse or whatever our hands could touch. i think everytime i get to see her, i tend to like her more and more...like this moment. in the end, she bought a really cute shoe from skechers(with a lot of help from me *ehemehem*). that shoe, will always remind me of the six wonderful hours we had spent at the mall. so you better take good care of it, mommy.

and another story...

my boss is quitting her job. i really am happy for her but i must admit i feel a bit sad because if she quits, i quit too. like i said, i love my job. honestly though, i'm glad she did quit(so if ever you feel guilty about quittin', i'll come over and kick your butt because like i said, i'm glad you did). i told her before that it wasn't easy to work for a relative, much more for your parents. although working for your parents may have a truck load of benefits(free lunches, lax working, early dismissals,etc.), when you come home, you still feel like you're working...especially when you did bad at work. and i guess for her, she found out the hard way. so now, she's quittin'.

well bosing, good luck. you know that i'm always here to support you, a'ight?

what to write.

last tuesday, i came back from the province. it was definitely an ultimate high for this summer. the beach, as i can still remember it when i was a kid, was still stunningly beautiful as ever. it still has corals and a lot of wildlife happily living in its ecosystem. we stayed at my lolay's house. me and my cousins slept under the night sky looking at the stars above while the ocean waves sang us to sleep. my lolay's house was still the same. although the place did look a bit smaller. i guess when you grow bigger, places tend to look smaller. as i can remember, the water tower hovered over me like a skyscraper. now, it's just a small tower filled with water. how life quickly passes by.

i'm happy for my cousin who's now happily married and 7 months pregnant. the guy he married, seems to me, looks as if he can take care of her. i admit, i felt jealous... a tiny bit jealous. marriage is still a million miles off my mind and so is, getting pregnant(and make that a billion miles away). both of them will still continue med school at FEU. in the future, i just hope everything turns out fine for them both... at least their wedding did.