my dog died today.

...and i feel so sad. last month, i kept telling myself that i would play with her but i was too lazy. now, she's dead. i can't play with her anymore. she was buried at the back of our store. two feet under. no one sang any song or cited any prayer. it was just so sad. i'll never scratch her belly again. she was my birthday gift when i was 16. she was named after my crush, which was then named after our store. i miss her a lot now. i regret that i didn't really get to give her much attention these past few weeks. i wish for her a lot of things. she might be just a dog, but for me, she was like a friend who welcomed me home.

In loving memory of ceejai


...may you be in dog heaven right now...
*the shih tzu above is not the picture of ceejai. this was just adapted from another site.

grr... something's troubling me. it's still the comment thingie.

i am so pissed off today. i don't know what triggered it but i kept thinking about that two timing a**hole. he's been so mean to his girlfriend and he is generally a fuckin' bastard. he actually fits the description of one. i don't even know why i talk to him in the first place... or the things that are too private that i can't say in here. as if he's been so innocent all along. if i ever see him again, i swear, i don't know what i'll do.

this just proves that there are only 2 guys in this world: the homosapien bastard and the homosexual guy. it's no wonder that i become so close to my gay friends. they're the only guys i trust from now on. i've been fooled too many times and i won't tolerate it any more....

...however though, if only my illiterate heart would listen this time...

...and before i forget the site, it's www.enetation.co.uk

whoopee!!

i finally have a commenting system. now my problem is where to find people willing to make a comment :)

2 weeks more to go and it's our induction ball. days pass by so quickly. some of the sisses will be clerks already. And i do hope i do better next school year. i was really disappointed in my endocrine grade. albeit, the module was sooo boring anyway :) im not bitter just sour.

again, im so lazy i don't want to start studying for my SGT even if i am the leader this afternoon. i'll start in about 30 minutes, i promise :)

as i was on my way to school, i saw this flower shop called "peach blossoms". i don't know if they know there's a restaurant named after their flower shop...or if the restaurant doesn't know that there's a flower shop named after them. these things crack me up. i saw one beauty salon named "marose place" (sounds like melrose place doesn't it?). And also one barber shop called, "my bestfriend's barbershop" (too bad they don't run a wedding planner or else it'll be called my bestfriend's wedding planner). i think only pinoys think of these silly names. it's funny. and somehow i think it's good business. i mean, why wouldn't you go do your hair in a place that might promise beautiful men from "marose place"?

hehe.

i sound bored. actually i am. i just wanted to post what happened yesterday night because i was so happy. i really had a lot of fun and i learned a lot of things. well, the details of last night are written in my real non-digital diary. if you want to know about what happened, just write me an email and i'll send you all the details :)

...and for those of you who don't get it, it's only a joke.

woohoo! SGT in a flash! it only took us 2 hours to finish. and here i was worried because i only started studying this morning. jeff says dr. pascual is anti PBL and that's the reason why he lets us out so early. i heard one anti PBL faci giving away scores of 100. somehow i never encounter these mythical faci's. well, im off to sleep and then try to study later for the quiz tomorrow.

monday.

i hate mondays. i also hate sundays because you know monday will be tomorrow. i haven't studied for my sgt yet. the closer summer vacation gets the more i want to become lazy. i can't wait to wake up late and lie in bed all day long doing nothing and thinking of nothing. i think my mind would be already on vacation mode if it weren't for the induction ball. like i told mommy qui, my extracurricular is med and the ball is my occupation...or rather, anjie's debut. hehehe. there, i posted it. she's not going to read it anyway.

better get back to studying...